it's funny how we feel so much

MOVED.

2005-08-31T00:59:00.000+08:00

YES. In case people are wondering where I've disppeared to after so long. I've moved.HERE.ta.

NDP video

2005-07-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

who likes the NDP song this year??here's one for you to enjoy. and btw. i think stephen chow rocks. =)download video here.via mrbrown.

SPOILERS.

2005-07-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

HERE.total spoiler. read only if you finished the last HP book. very informative i should say. hehh.i lubb spoilers!via xiaxue.

one day.

2005-07-22T14:50:00.000+08:00

one of these days, you will realise that half my entries do not go into post anymore. anything in the world these days are controversial and pple basically judge each other, much more online. its not about the person, its just the society, and the environment, and the anonymity on the internet.if one day i disappear from here, and appear again in another alias, far from who i am, well, im sorry.

the carousel of time.

2005-07-21T19:51:00.000+08:00

how long more do i have, before i get over all these??its just reminds me why its been the same old system since forever. just when you want to change it, you remembered why you stuck with it at the first place.but still. you have to move on isnt it??that's life for all of us. improving as we go.meanwhile, bear with the transitional errors.yesterday the gfs and i headed out for dinner. had dinner

catch up.

2005-07-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

time's running away.other than catching with my usual blog reads, i havent been doing anything else this last hours. 2 days of nonstop action, i havent touch the time to even touch my comp. tuesday night was Co&Co, wed was nap,study(YES. NERD.), dinner, airport, home, sleep. and i have to run in like 5 mins cos i have Co&Co at 3pm.got back another 2 papers today. ha.nls- 21/50apfs- 35/50nls is

consult.

2005-07-19T11:05:00.000+08:00

consult is stuuupid. *cries.how could i have read a graph wrongly?? what was i thinking?? obviously im not thinking properly isnt it??and how can i forget!! i totally forgot about the FI logbook. all the way till this morning. and yes. i didnt bring it again.and i overslept. and i got shouted at by my parents. (they always shout at me when i sleep too much.) *sighh. i forgot to set my alarm last

controversies.

2005-07-19T09:35:00.000+08:00

i just got the (minor) shock of my life.who cant take nudity. dun. ever. click. here.its craziness. but at a blogcon?? oh yea. now i remember. its not the con anymore, but the aftercon party. that explains the under18 at clubs. *shakes head.kennysia is one helluva funny guy. but i guess this is just controversial yes??me no starting bloglitics. no thank you.just let me lead my simple life in the

NLS.

2005-07-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

NLS is crazy.but hopefully as we rush everything now, we can finish the rest by next friday. mm. sch's sucky. and its just the 1st day of term.got to school today in an overcrowded bus that has a malfunctioning aircon. the air was much cooler and fresher than in there, as evan jas and i found out when we got off the bus. there was a huge jam below at the main gate. 70% of which are taxis. 1st day

results!

2005-07-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

got 2 papers back. FI and CaT.FI- 27.5/50CaT- 41/50good enough. im satisfied ayyee??yknow what?? coffeebean works. haha.thanks jas. =)

red is the rose.

2005-07-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

i declare my favourite song. Red is the Rose.its been on repeat track for the last week i think. its particularly ironic when im playing blooming gardens and trying to make all the rose bushes disappear while listening to the song.die you bushes. die!sunday! it was good. =) we had fun! i baked brownies (ermms. baking therapy. it makes me happy. *smiles.) for pple. tong, jon and the cg. jon's one

551.

2005-07-16T12:48:00.000+08:00

551st post. about a week ago blogger finally updated my dashboard. and yeaa. i enjoy watching the numbers jump. its quite exciting.i though CaT was a subject that i enjoy this sem. ohwells. i failed to remember till now, that i didnt exactly enjoy f&n in sec sch. its the prepare-food-and-eat thing. and well i guess that led to the principle that i dun exactly eat what i cook. (of course unless it

bung.

2005-07-16T00:35:00.000+08:00

i look like a freaking bung lahh! cant rem when i took this. but i guess it must be quite cold then. mmm sometime early last year??how crazy. hehh. i think it was pretty cold that day.spot the BOSS behind me. hee.

some spoiler linkos.

2005-07-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

Will next Potter book answer these questions?a total spoiler for the 6th book. but heyy. i love spoilers. =)ohh the book's out tmr morning isnt it?? *grinns.America's Next Top Model Cycle 3i love spoilers. here's the winner of top model 3. very alternative.America's Next Top Model Cycle 4singapore's freaking slow. and yeaa. she is. well. unique.The Apprentice Season 3book smart or street smart??

haloscan.

2005-07-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

WHY DOES NO ONE LEAVES ANY COMMENTS??!!alright guys. i know you all read this. but heyy. i feel stupid talking to myself lahh. leave a comment can??lols. in case anyone is behind. hit 'comment(0)' to post a comment then it'll become 'comment(1)' then 'comment(2)' and so on and so on. ok??please lahh. i feel lonely here mann.

projek.

2005-07-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

after 9 hours on the com, here i am again. yes. we finished our fpqa report. in 9 hours. *smack forehead.well at least we're done.and probably for 2 hours of the 9, we were stuck playing this. and i found my brick game again.3 cheers for crazy online games.

rain!

2005-07-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

last night i was feeling totally shitty lahh. depressed shit i was. lols. thanks lahh boss. hee hee. and rachh and beanie too.(cos we get depressed together! haha.) now i like a happy sheep. hehh. CaT drove me hyper.ahh. i caught these shows yest night.manhunt- the guys aint cute, and they are nowhere near the quality of america's next top model. (i think i feel that slight inclination to females

the family.

2005-07-13T20:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday my parents told me that they will raise my allowance by the amount of money i can save up in my account at the end of the month.my dad's trying to save up to buy a car now, and well he and my mum are planning and deciding on our family finances. so that probably means that money's gonna be a lil tighter.my money management sucks big time. i have 7 days more to go, im thoroughly broke.

baking.

2005-07-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

baking was fun. other than our brownies turning out like mush. and the bread pudding's vanilla cream was still warm. and the cream cheese bun wasnt exactly appropriate.mm the NKF thingie, reminds me of the debate about pastor kong hee and pastor sun's apartment in orchard. i rem dryma telling me that pastor kong draws a minimal salary. then why is it that they can afford that apartment?? wish

chase.

2005-07-13T12:41:00.000+08:00

rat race rat race.the NKF incident is over. lols. that fast huh.mm.i like my news sources. *grinns.im rambling crap.mmm at the ASc sch com lab. ahh blahh. 10mins to baking. how exciting dun you say?? got a cafe latte in sch just. and im sick of eating bee hoon in the morning. (finally. ive been doing that the whole of last week, every weekday for lunch, while watching ambush makeover and how

intellects.

2005-07-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

we grew up. =)thanks jas. i needed that.mmm beanie left me even more confused than im supposed to be. YOU LAHH. depressed and depressing. and heyy. i only found 2 pieces of nonsense!! *sighh. it didnt help. hehh.mr durai. sighh. all the best to you.where was it i read about how the donations raised in the NKF shows were distributed?? mmm. someone knows where, let me know. *nods.im starting to

insecurities.

2005-07-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

the time i think the most i guess, was when im bathing. and that's the time where suddenly everything outside the bathroom seems evil. and i dun belong anywhere, anymore.last night, i spent half an hour talking to the BoyFriend. it was more like a cry of help than talking. hehh. ohwells. it seems like he's the only one i can talk to, and the only one that would listen. went to bed feeling better,

soul journey 120705

2005-07-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

"Each person's life experiences affect the way one views a new start. Someone has wisely said, "Life is a series of gains and losses." A prized relationship, possession, or circumstance enters our life bringing great joy and satisfaction. For the yielded heart of the believer it may provide a platform of praise. Then unexpectedly, it is ripped from our grasp. We may feel betrayed. Grieving its

lesson of the night.

2005-07-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

if you have a sadder-than-you-wish past, dun ever read archives.im getting fugly depressed.BS tmr. after a long long break. since AIR is over, BS starts again. that's good. i need my daily bread.i feel lost in time. mind's back in 2004 or something. *shakes head in disbelief.i just feel very very very strange. suddenly, melancholy sets in. went through a time machine and im lost. and my emotions

queasyy.

2005-07-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

i had a stomachache. and i had to run to the toilet. turns out to be diarrhoea. i think i ate something wrong. was it the mudpie??out with peis and rachh today. basically aimless walking around. did window shopping too. fun isnt it?? ohh we had teabreak at bean at taka. had a NSA mocha ib. had part of peis' mudpie. mmm. i wonder. aye, but we had fun. which after got home around 7.desperate

today.

2005-07-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

my flu is affecting some nerve near my nose and my nose area feels blocked, and its giving me a headache right now. arghhs.lols boyy i feel like an answering machine.today's crazy. but we towned for nearly half a day. so im a happy girl. =)church in the morning. li came! sad cleo's not in the country. but it was good seeing li ard. lols she's looking fab. seriously. =) i didnt have to play today.

AIR.

2005-07-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

its over.here's a list of people i have to thank but have not done so.- boss. i probably cant get anything done without you. its been good working with you. thank you.- ukc. for supporting us all the way.- abk. for being there to help if there's anything we need help in, and for giving feedbacks at where we need it.- uky. for helping us work out technical stuffs with dynamics and all.- kathleen.

to you.

2005-07-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

i just want to let you know.i would very much wish to appear by your side, just to give you a hug and tell you that you are not alone.im here for you. he loves you, and so do i.*huggs.

headspinner.

2005-07-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

irfan thanks for the smack. i think i needed that.i could have fell asleep just sitting here. suddenly my old and no-longer-cushiony chair has becomed the most comfy chair ive ever sat on. im just so shagged.and i wonder why im here telling you all this instead of getting on with work and heading to sleep after.breakfast with the gfs tmr. downstairs. =) i like. i love.one long rehearsal we had

Save it - lose it. Lose it - find it.

2005-07-08T13:54:00.000+08:00

funky stuff they are. im waiting for my subscription. =)fulldress rehearsal tonight!! *rub hands. so exciting. so freaky also.For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for Me will find it. - Matt 16:25i love these paradox(es?) of life.youu-. we're not doing it without youu-.

its over.

2005-07-08T10:52:00.000+08:00

i screwed my FI. *applause.LM pectin gels in the presence of calcium ions and forms milk jam.*standing ovation.

london kena bombed.

2005-07-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Two killed, scores injured in London blasts as G8 leaders meet At least six blasts have rocked London buses and underground stations leaving two people dead and scores injured a day after the city won its bid to host the 2012 Olympic Games, and as G8 leaders gathered in Scotland. Read Full Story Herei didnt know, till beaner msged me about it.still ignorant about it, i was wondering why the

pollution in singapore.

2005-07-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

the air in singapore is seriously bad.especially in crowded buses like this.its real bad. i nearly died of suffocation in the bus. and i know the culprits. probably not all, but yeaa most of them. those ermm white backs you see in the pics?? yeaa. raging hormones many many. sweat glands many many. stinky air many many.CaT was surprisingly alright. mm thanks to danceofthesugarplumfairiesitis and

yes. public.

2005-07-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

yes. here.you've found me again.lols.

feeding my addiction.

2005-07-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

ive gone mad tonight.officially. mad.i was destressing. then again was i?? ok i was. and still am.today's a fruitful day. i spent around 5 hours in bean studying CaT. first 2 1/2 i was alone. ahh. lols with a mocha iceblended. it was pretty fine. i finished 3 chapters of CaT. ok. fine. somewhere there lah.so then i walked around. then beaner called. and told me he died in his audi. lols ok so

revamped.

2005-07-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

ahh. see. i did something to my blog.yeaaa i went back to my own layout. hehh.hey. new images k!! nice ehh.tho it has no relation. but heyy. this blog is so random, i think it doesnt exactly matter at all.credits to beaner and his cam. haha.mmmm NLS was. i dunno. lols that 90mins passed real real fast. yupps. its over before i knew it. its over before i knew i screwed it. great.i got punk'd by

i have an extremely ugly tan.

2005-07-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

from sitting on the breakwater from 9 to 12nn on saturday morning.ApFS paper killed me. *sighh.i went the afternoon in toa payoh. first 90mins at kfc, the second half at mos burger. studying! i finish studying NLS!! finally something to be proud of. =)im sick of this layout. time to change.i went to school in pink. a good ermm change. lols its very bright. hehh. it got irfan freaked. and yupps i

shagged.

2005-07-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

i just have a feeling that my playing is deteriorating, and so's my singing. *howls. my heels nearly killed me today. our sanctuary is huge. mann. just the thought of walking through it again is scaring me. no more heels this week.yesterday was the prayer workshop, and it was awesome! hehh. really. i could do more of that. i probably need these 'timeouts' aka 'timeins' with youu-. so yupps.

a whole long post of unrelevant stuffs. ok fine. music. art.

2005-07-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

i had my music turned on. the sugar plum fairies were dancing away. but i couldnt even hear it lahh. playing in the iTunes- Girl.a lil more emotional no doubt. but it just reminds me while i love the piano.i had my scores out in these few days, and lyphard melody just appeared again. a song i always wanted to master, but never did. full of passion, full of stretching of fingers. always gave up

God in the picture?

2005-07-01T11:46:00.000+08:00

we often say, 'God.. i cant do it anymore, i dunno what to do. ill leave it to You to solve my problems, i trust in You.'and then when He does, we ask, 'why like that?? why must it be this way??'doubting that His solution IS the best solution.frail humans we are.trust Him wholeheartedly, without a trace of doubt.holding up that shield of faith we have.though very often we forget that we actually

ratrace.

2005-07-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

its been a crazy rat race tonight- rush to finish our FPQA presentation due tmr morning at 10am.all of us got edgy. for about an hour we were speaking in CAPS. then jas wanted someone to kill her. and i threatened suicide. all of us were like timebombs. and poor prez hadta get the brunt of it cos he came late. and he had all the stuff we needed. so yeaa. nevertheless. we finished. =) hoorah to

kentucky fried chicken and a pizza hut.

2005-06-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

i like NLS!! i want to do nutrition!! hehh.me, jas, asm went to sign up for the baking thingie and the marshalling thingie. crazy. totally crazy.*sighh.for 5 minutes last night, i got to be boss. but as usual we got back to our usual selfs and i transformed back to DA secretary.lunch with more than half the class at pizza hut today. lols. more than half ok!! 19 in the class 12 turned up!! mmm so

beanniiiiieee.

2005-06-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

beaner went offline early today.he's tired and a lot of stuff. i wouldnt try to explain cos i know i wun get it right anyhow. lols.hope you get better boyy. my Boyfriend very power one ok!! =)hees.i should go off soon.i just feel like sleeping. you know that feeling??the particular sadistically nice piece is playing. and hmm weird enough i put it on repeat one. short no doubt. but. yeaa its

labs, potatoes and a potato peeler.

2005-06-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

boyy.i had a day of headaches!! until i drank that cafe latte at 3pm. im certified addict.CaT lab was hmmm. FPQA was HMMM. i was a potato peeler in CaT. i was crapping my way through FPQA. mrs lim is the ultimate crapper no doubt. *smack forehead. havent seen a lecturer so havoc as her.the curry i had for CaT lunch is gonna give me a bad stomach tmr. not cos there's something wrong with the food

cut hair.

2005-06-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

a day of boredom, a day of ermm sleeping and waking up late, .. yea.so i went to cut my hair. see:its just shorter. to suit the weather. =)i dun look so lethargic anymore. hehh.

scarily accurate. somewhat.

2005-06-28T13:38:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your

that awkwardness.

2005-06-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

i feel bad.about him, i dunno. can i just say, im sorry?duan tong bu ru chang tong??he makes me very uncomfortable. he might be interested, but i feel like im the only one putting in effort, keeping him entertained?? bo chap is not cool boyy.we'll see how it goes, ok??meanwhile, pray for me. please.its been a long day at school. 9 to 6 yknow?? i sat through all the lectures ok!! mmm but ive been

i couldnt get up today.

2005-06-24T11:25:00.000+08:00

i cant open my eyes. *sighh.if anyone realise, that blog entry was posted very late. but guess what! i slept later. at 3. so i had sleep for 3 and a half hours. and this morning i couldnt even open my eyes. it stings to do just that.then cw had to ask me what time i sleep. DIGGER! fpqa like shit. i dunno. =/FI was funkyy. ms mah is like the nicest teacher around. (must be the getting married

procrastination.

2005-06-24T02:24:00.000+08:00

all tired out.feelin sticky yknow??jammed at church tonight. it was overall. a good night.i havent blogged about going back to cedar yest. so i shall now.so yes. i went back. i was disappointed.the sec4s themselves were like slacking around. the camp was so relaxed?? i dunno what to say.the campers were in terrible attire. track pants dun zip. hair everywhere??even the sec4s also like that. what

pasar malam!

2005-06-22T00:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS!!ohh ok. we stayed for fpqa for like 20mins and we left. jas was like. huh?? i come sch 20 mins then go home le ahh??i went to town. im broke now.TOTALLY.i had my mee sua. i forgot the yan sui. half my mee sua was yansui.ITS SICK.i fed cai all my yansui. =)we walked wisma and taka.devilmortal saw me! but i didnt see her. blurrified me.we went to the pasar malam. i bought two

term test timetable.

2005-06-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

SubjectSubject codeDateTime startTime endVenueSeat no.go and read yourself. ahhhh prayy ahh. lols.Applied Food Sanitation AFS2004 4 Jul 2005 09:00 10:30 IT05-05-14 to 17 32 Nutrition Across the Life Span ANT2001 5 Jul 2005 09:00 10:30 IT05-05-14 to 17 32 Food Preservation and Quality Assurance AFS2002 6 Jul 2005 09:00 10:30 IT07-01-39 (LT14) 33 Catering Technology ANT2007 7 Jul 2005

i want my lunch.

2005-06-21T12:00:00.000+08:00

i want my lunch but people just dowan to leave and have lunch wimme.YAY we are heading out later and tmr evening!! we are gonna catch a show at marina tmr too!!did i ever mention i dun like marina. boring memories the first time(sitting at gv sofas for at least an hour unwrapping christmas presents last year) and bad memories the second(getting PS-ed).my lunching buddy (the prez in particular)

and the walls come tumbling down.

2005-06-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

the walls are torn. all exposed to everything out there.its been good talking to youu-. thanks for bringing me through today's stuff. =) thanks for giving me that crappy sense of humour that helps me destress through the stress.seeing you come online gives me that strange churning in my heart. its a feeling of awkwardness. im sorry boy. i really am.viva voce.viva= long livevoce=

urghhhs FI report.

2005-06-20T12:41:00.000+08:00

i finally finished my FI report. after 8 hours. missed all the lectures in the morning. still at home now.heading to sch laters for NLS and viva voce. greaat. *sighhh.all for the 7% of my FI grade.

faithh.

2005-06-20T01:51:00.000+08:00

i say it once. i say it again.Lord. help me. i need youu-.Have faith in God when your pathway is lonelyHe sees and knows all the ways you have trodNever alone are the least of His childrenHave faith in God, have faith in GodHave faith in God, He's on His throneHave faith in God He watches o'er His ownHe cannot fail, He must prevailHave faith in God, have faith in God.

i need a perking up.

2005-06-19T17:54:00.000+08:00

im so tired after 4 performances and a highly intellectual and thought provoking intellectual sermon, a lunch under the hot sun, and a even more tiring AIR rehearsal. coordinating the band, as well as keeping an eye on the skit and decor, both which is going very very fine.heading to the airport after this, and doing of the report. and after seeing my relatives popping by.i couldnt keep awake, so

the strange churning begins.

2005-06-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

i feel overused. overabused. overloaded. overutilised.*breathe in. breathe out. secretary's day is on 24th april. BOSS you saw that?? you missed it!!boss' day is on 16th october. how nice. during the hols i think. i dun remember this. i so dun remember. *mutters awayy.im a depressed and screwed up sh*t today. im sorry.im just feeling particularly sh*ttified and klutzy and depressed and

laggers.

2005-06-17T11:42:00.000+08:00

i just feel like we have have much tons of work to do. ok i dun have to feel that. its already a fact if no one realises.got a whole load off since aBK found the gift for us. yes. no sweating in the hot sun hunting while in a skirt and heels. finally.its dinner out then church for band rehearsal tonight.then its prep for father's day in the morning, karen&patrick's wedding in the afternoon, then

this is so *smack forehead.

2005-06-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

the cambodia hostage incident was just shown on chn5. this lil singaporean boy got rescued and the first he said was:"i want to watch tv."ohhmyygoodness. *smack forehead.

to-do list.

2005-06-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

from top priority.1. ApFS PostLab2. NLS mini quiz3. FI technical report4. NLS proj5. CaT proj6. FPQA proj7. musicians rehearsal tmr night.8. Father's day gift for church daddies.9. Songs for Band B rehearsal10. Get Carmel11. Get father's day prez12. ApFS quiz on thurs13. FPQA quiz on fri14. another art-farty piece by thurs Co&Co lessonbreeeee! *sighh. olderjedi says dun sigh. fine. arghhs. its

of all moods of moodiness.

2005-06-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

today is an upside down day.its one of those days i dun feel like talking about a lot. but this time i will!!. *grits teeth and tries to type out all the depressing details of the day.our coleslaw didnt taste THAT nice. it wasnt cold in the end. the potatoes werent the nicest in the world. ok it wasnt nice. i was BLOATED. i dun like feeling BLOATED. even the word bloated looks BLOATED.ApFS lab

reflection.

2005-06-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

i havent got a lot of time to think a lot these days. 75% of my working brain is spent on stuff like sch & church. most of the remaining 25% is used to decide where to eat what to eat where to go when to sleep (and of course what to blog). the point here. is that. i havent got time and energy to think about. yknow stuff??. serious stuff??. yupps.triggered to think you know?? hanging out with

i cant help looking. *silly laughterr.

2005-06-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

my eye candy is back! *winks.you know who it is. LOLS.aww- *melts.yknow??

i tied up my hair.

2005-06-13T13:20:00.000+08:00

yay i tied my hair today. now it doesnt look like a haystack. (jas says it looks like a used broom now. BAH.) besides weather is so hot today i can melt.today's FI quiz is ok. (i hate it how they call it a quiz tho its a test, the same way you call it assignment when its a project for goodness sake.) i thought i might fail when i handed up that paper. but then again maybe its not that bad. SEE

classical.

2005-06-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

im going back to my classical roots.i realise i can study much better with classical music. thanks to wh i now have a lot of songs without words. nice pieces they are. one crazy day. but well-spent. but the only down part was that stupid potong mac guy. ohwells.min kenn dar mern and joo came to our house downstairs and we had dinner together. fun! its like a sorta mini class outing. hehh. they

shouldnts.

2005-06-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

life is full of shouldn'ts.i shouldnt have done this done that. no doubt after it all, i dunno what i should have done. long day at church. boss says im PMS-ey. im not! im DMS-ey and tired and stressed out.i have to go.meeting with the boss on the phone now.im sorry boyy. ive wasted your time.ta/

laggshagged.

2005-06-11T01:34:00.000+08:00

LONG day.whoever caught that post just now. good for you.you are sworn to secrecy. okay you didnt swear. you are held responsible if it comes out. and you know im talking to you. lols.after 1hour of tutorial at 8am, and 7hours of tutorial after, i had another 2 hours of father's day rehearsal. was good. weihan keep snatching my piano away but whatever. LOLS. cai came along today. =)) then she was

guesswho?

2005-06-10T12:43:00.000+08:00

guess who??hint: its not me. ha! im cuter.but lols this makes you go aww can!

BSclassatYFbbq.

2005-06-10T00:38:00.000+08:00

our class. my support system.

project.

2005-06-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

it is finished.i finished the presentation stuff from tmr's fpqa presentation. its not helping that the presentation's at 10am in the morning and we have lectures and lessons all starting from 8am. (makes you wonder why im still online isnt it?)i took a break from fpqa and got to figuring out the chords for the father's day song. the boss tell me its in Eb then go to E. but in fact it went from

MAG!

2005-06-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

hehh. shall we join MAG??its quite mad but heyy its cool. mr prez mr prez!! we wanna join MAG!!ohh no im kidding. we need to put in much serious thought first. hehh. had a craving for tang yuan. so daddy went down and buy tang yuan and we had tang yuan together! hehh.havent felt so healthy for a long time. lols. we had captain's ball for APEL. mm i think we should do this more. but getting

rainn.

2005-06-07T19:39:00.000+08:00

finally its raining. goodbye to hot weather and hello to the wet wet world out there.HAPPY BIRTHDAY GI!! min its been great talking to you. =) i love you gurl. all of us do.the projects got me all mixed up. i cant remember which topic of which is for which subject. well my groupmates couldnt either. i was asking where we've learnt intrinsic and extrinsic factors from and i dunno who told me was

schisbooooring.

2005-06-06T13:36:00.000+08:00

im having a headache.stuff is just moving so slowly today. and again. business canteen dun have teh peng again. *pouts. im dying to get out of school today. i even feel like missing NLS. boo. i even msged BOSS asking whether i can kajiao him to stay awake during lecture. he was too busy lahh. =) nvm at least it seems like he wun mind me kajiaoing him if he was free. hehh. yknow what. i miss the

buttons.

2005-06-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

ive spent 1 hour doing an ugly button. *pouts.i dowan do today anymore.church today. the songs at svc were very nice. very ministered.BS class was good. had a good time sharing.i need youu.lunch at macs with a huge group. huge group that didnt go for the survey stuffs. *oops. but we had a good time laughing. as we also do. then we headed back to church in jyang's new car! its a chevrolet optra.

nudgenudge.

2005-06-05T02:32:00.000+08:00

HAIYOH.my com screen like earthquake tremors like that.jon kept nudging me and he had to tell me that his screen doesnt shake.msn nudges - the most irritating torturous brilliant innovating interesting feature of msn messenger 7.0.eeeek im tired.

1000.

2005-06-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

at around 4pm today, this site hit the 1000 visitors mark. not bad.. for 2 months. obviously not comparing with the others which get 1000 in a day. *mutters.ok im tired.and i still have stuff to do.meeting wit BOSS now! ehh boss can i blogroll you?? blogrolling vehh fun.*grins.pear!

testdrive.

2005-06-04T13:34:00.000+08:00

this blog is in a mess. mann.ok i added haloscan here. and then i added blogrolling. cos its just so funky. people you should get it. lols. i realise that was what i was looking for. something that tells me that someone updated his/her blog.new album's out!! so.. this is the album design that won. (edited: ok it wasnt the winning design. boss told me.) well. its good. =) pretty. mm. so underwater

2005-06-03T12:24:00.000+08:00

Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.

middleofnowhere.

2005-06-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

yes. its finally friday.its been a good week no doubt. but i just feel that this week passed faster than usual. probably the stuff on this week is too much. of course its gonna get heavier as the weeks go. and do i remember something about the freaking FPQA package 1A to be handed up next week?? *smacks forehead and runs awayy.im not in the best of moods these days and i admit that im getting

halfwideclosed.

2005-06-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

sssi wonder why i am still doing my FI assignment now, though i started on saturday. amusing isnt it??anyways im not exactly in the best condition(never was lahh) but its particularly bad now. skin is really really dry, except around the mouth. i dunno. im scaring myself. but yeaa my skin is so dry its peeling off. GREAT. eww.i have to remind myself that there's a bbq tmr. and im not exactly in

headache.

2005-05-31T20:32:00.000+08:00

im a freaking caffeine addict.im having a real bad headache. and i am feeling really nuah.yesterday's incident(saga?) is over. and yeaa im over it. some stuff i guess, is better is get over and move on.yknow sometimes, i do prefer solitude??today started off bad. miscomm, bad memory, i went to buy a new lab coat cos i brought the wrong lab coat. i know. extravagant spending. but mann. i cant help

itneverhurtsobadlybefore.

2005-05-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

could i ever truely speak of how i feel in this blog?? cos there are emotions that you can never describe ever.i knew that i always feared to be lonely. but today i met my match.blow after blow. you should have never asked me to go at the first place. if you guys didnt want us there, you should have said so already.if you think feeling lonely in a foreign community is the worst, you probably

jasdfkl.

2005-05-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

i dunno. my mind's in a whirl.today was a bad struggle between two parts of the heart. and of course the brain. but i really appreciate the timeouts with the friends. and the BOSS up there.emotional tug.as xiaodi said, everytime something goes wrong. my entry is extremely vague.ill make it up to you guys.today i did something i never did before. at least not for a very very long time. i sang

yoo.

2005-05-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

i remembered writing these. about a year ago?? my yoo..the base note is that i will love yoo as much as i love myself.perhaps even more.now where does God come in??.through Him so that i can love.without Him i cant love.haha.its not to be defined.haha.read an illustration that is like.if you wanna define love its like take a picture of the grand canyon with a toy camera.hmmm.and i guess.all i can

idunbelieveyou.

2005-05-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

why do i feel like im clinging to a hope that might not exist at the first place??my fingers hurt. i played the piano.i know. i play the piano and well, i play the keyboard now. and the real piano is hurting my tofu hands. obviously not trained enough isnt it huh?? i havent got enough sleep and i had no dinner and i was sneezing. so yeaa. felt like i didnt have enough energy to pound it all off.

ironies.

2005-05-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

ohh ze sweet ironies of life.saw that last post?? that was what i wanted. (yes i admit that.)but the truth is nothing of that sort happened. yea God had His way, as He always do. =)ok. colour&compo ended early. and for once, in 3 years time, i had to do an artpiece. wth! ok anyws, so i got home early. someone couldnt make it for the concert, (cant help it lahh) so after the journey home, i

cause&effect.

2005-05-26T13:40:00.000+08:00

today feels like D-day.and my body is in the condition for just that. (read stuffy nose, half-closed eyes, headache, an overly stuffed stomachh.)the best causes to result in this subconscious state are these:1) the lack of caffeine in my blood. -i got my latte, but im still sleepy.2) the lack of sleep. -which led to the stuffy nose, half-closed eyes and the headache.3) the overly eaten breakfast.

sugar&spice&everythingnice.

2005-05-25T21:40:00.001+08:00

And it's gonna be a long night And it's gonna be cold without your arms And I'm gonna get stage fright caught in the headlights It's gonna be a long night And I know I'm gonna lose this fight Lost in your arms baby, Lost in your arms now playing in my iTunes party shuffle - Zhi Zhan Zi Shang by Jay Choudear boss, thanks. lols call it a load off my chest. but i want to tell you more. not that you

smellyheadphones.

2005-05-25T11:38:00.000+08:00

smelly headphones. courtesy of irfan. =)what the. ok obviously you can see from my last entry i wasnt in a good mood last night. im much better this morning but im suffering from a lack of sleep. YOU owe me! lols.mmm last night was. mmm. basically there was the meeting. *silence for a 30secs. and then ermms. the dinner before. and err. awkward situations yknow?? i dun like the fact that all 3 of

.

2005-05-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

how fun to leave this page open.no i dun feel like blogging.

1st day of school.

2005-05-24T16:26:00.000+08:00

on the 1st day of school, my lecturers gave me: 3 hours of straight lectures and new rules.well its good to know that we are not having tutorials at all for CaT(and that's catering technology) but instead we are having labs, which starts tmr. and ms(mrs?)choo is psychoing me to work at some coffee club. lols. probably even macs. ohh man.the dumbest thing ive done today: go to school at 8am.well i

backk.

2005-05-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

yes im back. pictures anyone??after blogging yesterday, i got out of my house sneezing bad. and thus the red nose. how ugly.feeling a lil better to take this pic. on my uncle's car to the bungalow.who says there are no hills in sg?? we were staying on one. lols. very nice scenery up there btw. but being sg. it is THAT hot.after dinner, sitting around snacking. >.< YES. *guilty.got bored. so

awayy.

2005-05-22T15:54:00.000+08:00

goodbye.unfortunately yes, you guys arent gonna see me around tonight. as it was also last night. my nose escaped and i took the whole night to find it, but only to realise i slept on it. no i didnt.today however. im going away!! (obviously such ulu-ated places dun have wireless lahh. even if they do, i dun. BAH.) im going away, far far away. if a vegetable patch and aircon. ohh yes i heard about

caiwen.

2005-05-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

playing in iTunes party shuffle - Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely by Backstreet Boysthe old song from long time ago.the fact was that well, ive been thinking about the past. and sadly, i do regret not putting in enough effort into maintaining the friends then, of mainly the picture. you remember??lols looking back on primary school. of course i dun see anyone around anymore. perhaps only xf,

ntuc!.

2005-05-20T15:06:00.000+08:00

ohh. the 'cursed' place (as jas says) downstairs had fresh harvest closing down. to date its been home to 3 or 4 kopitiams and one supermarket called fresh harvest.and now.they are opening a NTUC! lols. hopefully the mega giant company would lift the curse.it happened before you know??the place where 7-11 was before was once a fruit stall, then a furniture shop called 'ken furnishing centre' (

top5.

2005-05-20T02:37:00.000+08:00

as promised to jon, here's my top5s. for the week. =)1. Collide - by Howie Day:: how can anyone not like this song?? my goodness.2. Jie Kou - Jay Chou:: i know how slow i am. but yes. i still like this song. a lot in fact. and yes i amaze at his excellent vocals, and i might find his attitude a tad bit appealing. lols.3. Long Night - The Corrs:: the kind of song you can imagine this drama going

heaveasighh.

2005-05-20T01:02:00.000+08:00

good, star wars is.i crawled out of my house today. lols. yes. all for THE movie. and yes. i give it 4 1/2 popcorns. lols.have you watched starwars and cried?? i did in this one. its just sad you know??i wun spoil it for those who havent watched. just that, go watch. george lucas got it all down this time. *salutes the guy.where i got my whole starwars story. love the part about obiwan to be jap,

sheerexhaustion.

2005-05-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

sheer exhaustion.i know that im dead tired. but yes. im still going out later.and no i dun chiong im meeting the other gf out downstairs at 1130pm cos she needs to mug and im accompanying her and writing a letter to siti as the same time.its been a long day today. woke up late and well, got to school late. but i shared a cab with the girl in the same course. (and yes after a year i still dun know

PBL.

2005-05-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

behind every successful man, is a lactating woman.i havent got such a good hysterical laugh for such a long time. i guess that is why i love my lunching buddies.anyways im uber tired todayy. got used to the late nights, and i guess i just couldnt sleep. so i just didnt have enough sleep. woke up with the hangover feel again, plus heavy eyelids the whole day. i just couldnt exactly stay awake.

tiredout.

2005-05-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

its tad bit like a hangover.dun ask me why im tired. my mindset was that so long i get my 8 hours i am wide awake and happy. i thought i didnt reach my 8 hours as yet so i slept for another hour. and yes. im down with the lethargy and the headache. its like a mini hangover where i felt woozy and headachey. not to mention the screaming from both my parents at around 1pm while im still in a